I really hate my background picture now. There is not a chance in hell I could fit into the pants, and probably won't for a long time. I definatley am not one those women that loses all that baby weight right away, and whoever said that nursing makes you shed those pounds if full of shit. Other than feeling like a lard butt everything is going well. Ledger is a great baby. I do get extremely stressed out when I am alone with all three boys for extended periods of time. Wow the guilt of not being able to show each of them attention sucks. I think I have said "in a minute" about a million times in the past three weeks and just hope that they forget about what they wanted in a minute. It gets better right?